More Than You Could Ever Know

Just my phone have a calling from you
I feel the world turn around
Just I saw you if very far
I feel the sky to turn a somersault

More than you could ever know
How much my feeling about you

You are adorable man
You have a good temperament
Everybody wants you , everybody loves you
You have many ....many friends

I envy them who can stand next to you
I envy them who you told about your self
I evny them who that I never been !!

I know ...You have a girl in your dream
Someone special
Someone beautiful
Someone wonderful
Someone is everything you want

I jealous on her who you love
I jealous on her who you want to talk to
I jealous on her who you waiting for her call
I jealous on her who you never to be in a bad mood
I jealous on her who you look by your sweet eyes
I jealous on her who that I can't be !!

SO much more you ever know...

We're never change !!?

My love that I had give you.
I still give you right now.
No matter how long.....It's never become below

How I was have the love, Today it's not change.

You are not different.
You do like you ever do
....Never look at me....
You're the same

We're never change...
We're the same
Everything is same

You wasn't love me.
Untill now !!
never care me just once.

So...the same like me.
I was love you
and yes...I do.

What kind of you?

If I cried like a baby would you change your mind?
If I told you I'm crazy ... crazy about you , you care?

Please, just once...
Look at me
and you'll see your self in me

I try to do everything.. to make you attention..
But it's futile.

I used to hear..
" The water can wear down the rock "

I need to know
What kind the rock you are ?

If I am an acid.
Athough nothing change.

Since..the day I told You

" Since the day I told you.... that
I LOVE YOU
My heart is your !! "

You never attention to me...never !
But you know what ?

You're the only one that I care.
Maybe that's why I cry.
If I'm not care .... Why I have tears?

You steal my heart since the first day we talked...
But I'm not know about my mind.
Until the day I can't stop my heart to thinking of you.

I don't know when you are the one part of mind?

But now....all of my heart is your !!

My Superstar !!

No one talk about you.
I don't know what make me feel like this.
I can't stop ....to look at you.

I dont know what it is?
That makes me feel like this,
I don't know who you are,
But you must be some kind of superstar,
Coz you got my eyes on you

I'm doubt ... I'm falling in love
Loving you !!

Who are you ?
Please don't make me love you.

I don't know why you all in my heart..?

I want to see you everytime.
I want to be with you.
I want to talk with you everyday.

This's Love ?

I can't stop my self
Can't stop my heart.

ohhh...That's ture !
I'm falling in love.

Love you so , My superstar
........ I LOVE YOU.......

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How can I do ?

How do I say hello?
I just wanna talk to you...
How do I say you're perfact man (( TO ME ))
When I can't take my eyes off you.
I don't wanna say the wrong thing.

Do you ever know ...everything you are ..
Make me impress !!

How can I talk with you?
HOW...???

I think I was your charm
And you must to admit your fault !

You make me crazy...
Crazy on you !!!

My Eyes..

If someone say , My eyes are beautiful
It's because .... I look at you
And if someone couldn't see you everywhere
But they can find you in my eyes,
Cause you always in there.

I don't mind... what's you see?
What you looking for?
Though your eyes never look at me
I don't mind....

But , Can I keep you in my eyes ... in my heart ?

Ohhh...Mannnnn
I like you soooo

You Drive Me Crazy

You've got something
What can i do?
You spin me around...You know that?
The earth is moving, but I can't feel the ground

Everytime you look at me..my heart is jumping its easy to see

Loving you means SOO much more
more than anything I ever felt before..


You drive me crazy, I just can't sleep
I'm so excited everytime I saw you.
That's crazy but it feels alright

Ohhh...Love you....

Yesssss...really do

Everywhere..?!?

" You're God ? "

When I wake
You're there.
Or when I sleep
You're here.
You're everywhere
Just tell me ... Who you are ?

Whatever I see .. why I see you?
Wherever I go ... Why you are?

'Cause you're
Everywhere to me
And when
I close my eyes
It's you... that I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe

" You're god !!

Aren't you ? "

Say my name..

I know... Our story is impossible.
I know... Have many people around you.
I know... I'm not the one , that you will thinking.
I know... I'm nobody !!

But please remember...

Say my name ... If No one around you.
Say my name ... If you feel fear.
Say my name ... If you tired.
Say my name ... If you want to talk with somebody.
.....PLEASE SAY MY NAME.....

I know... I can't do anything to be better.
I know... I can't help you sometime.

BUT Remember that... I will be next to you always.

I promise....
Everything I can do
I will do it for you.


I am not a good person.

But I want to be good person to you !!!

Why?..
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Why you doubt?
.............
You know it well!
ummmm....Coz' You're occupy my heart ^ O ^

Because You're not the same

Remember The First Day When I Saw Your Face
Remember The First Day When You Smiled At Me
Remember The First Day When I go to peek you.

I can remember everything you are.
I remember what kind your smile.
I remember every your tendency.
I remember what kind your car.
I remember waht kind your glasses.
I remember tone of your voice.

Yes...I can remember

Don't to doubt why I can ?

Because You may know - -
You are special for me.

Pencil ?!!

I want to discloes my heart.
My feeling inside is bigger everyday.
I'm very to be stuffy...
What should I do?

I keep my every feeling about you inside me so long time
And that heavy right now.

I just only write the word to express my feelings
And now is a memorandum , that is never have anyone else can read.

My this book is thick more everyday.
Like my pencil is short more too
But however I can't write all things inside .

Now I pick the same pencil up for write to supplement.
I know .. never have the day I can tell everything in mind to my HERO
But I just hope - -
My feeling will show everything..!!

You are my genie !!

Like you have magic.
Like you are a ginie in a bottle !!

I can't touch you.
I can't be with you.
I can't be like you.
Many thing ...I can't

I don't have incantation to call you from a bottle.
Just only regard in my hand and see it.
But can't do anything.

Ohhhh...God - - That's sad !

The one story in my heart

I want to talk many thing.
You know that?
I want to talk with you.

I want to talk with you and want you listen to me just once.

I want to say something that I keep for a long time in my heart.

I need you understand .... Understand me

Like you will see when our eyes to meet.
....Mayby You see...
Have your shadow in my eyes.

Like you will know when I'm hide my eyes ...
Maybe you know
Like you know about my deeply feeling

I just quiet.
When we met , I only do unconcerned with you

I never talk
Never talk with you.

I feel uncomfortable... You know?
I must to keep...to swallow every word in my heart.
Can't show you anything
Sometime I must to force do everything opposite to my heart

I feel uncomfortable ... You ever hear me something?
AND - - - If you may understand
Will you please to open your mind to me????

I'm Blind

Nobody say .... you're so good
Nobody say .... you're so wonderful
Nobody want to see your smile...
Ohhh I am Blind - - You make me blind !!

This's very funny ... The time I saw you
I am looking funny
I feel not usual ... like a butterfly in my belly
.... YOU never know .....

I want to see you close but I can't
I want to talk with you like everybody do but can not
I want to say hello everytime I met you
Ohhh... How can I do ?

You never look at me just once !!
I always looks at you all the time but you look the other way everytime too
.....
What should I do ?
To make you attention to me ... one more time

I know I can't do anything
ohhh...please god !
Please help me - -

I am what I am

I am what I am...
I do what I want...
I don't mind what other people think about me ?
I just to know what I need..... I do..
Like this blog ...my blog
I know my blog not same the other prople's blog
I don't know what teacher want me to write on blog?
I don't know
I just write anything I think
If it's very ridiculous
I love to write an article but in Thai language not English
Athough I try to write article that I love to be English
Normally I always write some story in my note book
No one can read
I write and I read alone
Sometime I feel blue ... writeing is the best way to loosen
No one understand my feeling .
But the pen and the paper well know
And I love to write the letter...
So sometime I always write letter to someone that I can't meet
such as my old friend...
But no body answer me return
I don't know why..
maybe they lazy to do
mayby they don't like write the letter same me
Or maybe they don't miss me like I do !
but I don't care
Because I miss them and want to tell them how I feel.
I feel the writeing is good way to talk with someone
and in my opinion writeing is the best way to say about my feeling
that's mean....
We to be determined ... really determined in the writeing.
I like the feeling when I send the letter to a post box
and waiting a post man lead it to someone's name on the letter.
For me , I very happy when my post box in front my home have the letter to me
I feel warm and to be in a merry mood
So I hope other people feel the same.
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Many time I am a queer person in other people's eyes
I not go mad.
Because I do ... really do
but I'm pleasure to be like this
..........I'm different .... Yes, I do.......
If the world just only have a normal people
How the world will have colour?
Ohhh...it's have many thing is strange that I done
but I can't explain
When I was student in school
I am a ringleader 5555+
Like I ever told .... I'm not good - - - I'm NOT
But I never do somebody to be anxious.
I think ...since I'm in Abac I do nothing like I ever do
I just go to study and when finlish class I go home suddenly everyday.
ohhh...possible !!!

Many Time...

Many time we believe ....
LOVE is a beautiful story not to be hurt anyone but the ture when we have LOVE in our mind we can't refute we not painful and have tears to that love is happen in our mind.
When we have love to somebody but can't tell anyone to know.
Because we for fear that love make everything will be change.
So we keep everything in mind.
Many people have the experience about hide love. And happy with steal a glance some one we love or call that
" LOVE one-sided "
TO be Happy if can not beside the person that we love
...To be Happy if love someone but nothing return.
...To be Happy if can not to be the one in his or her mind.
I think ...
When we love someone...
not to have to take love return
We must to love for LOVE not to OCCUPY.
Just have a time to care someone if can't tell him ...
" How I feel ? "
But The love hide ... it's good , you think ?
I Just think...
To be happy with a good feeling I can love someone !
Make the love to be A Special feeling in my mind
Give love to somebody is more than important to keep it in my heart alone !!!
I just believe that...
.....JUST BELIEVE....

I don't care ... what they say ??

I accept I don't know everything about him so much
We don't know anything together ....in the personal way
My friends told me...
He not goood .... not good to me
I said...." Sure , how he can good to me...because he don't think anything about me
Don't like I do
...and maybe he don't know about my feeling to him..!!!! "
That sad ....You think?
But I don't care anymore
because Just I can do somethink to him
Just think of him
Just see him sometime
That enough....that enough
All that I write it's not mean " I am heroine "
Or good preson
But I understand and accept
I can't force his mind
Like on one can't control my feeling
So if I want to do something ...I do ...
Because I think ... How much the time I have?
I'm want to do anything I like before I die
Like the time I travel in Finland alone
And deeply hope someday I can go to somewhere alone again.
Not mean I am not sorry for .....Never have the day he will look at me
But I don't care because if I care about that ... nothing better
He sitll look other way like he did 55+
Sometime I want him to know ...what I'm feeling to him
But sometime I don't want to
I'm happy ... if I'm not important in his eyes ( ok, I accept sometime very sad ...and I have tears..ohhh...in fact many time 555 )
But I pleasure to be like this
Like I ever told ....I'm crazy....
I don't care ...How they say about him ?
If he not good for me but doesn't mean I can't love him , right?
Sometime I think ...
Not him....
But Me ...not good enough - - not enough..
I think he is wonderful no matter what they say
Words can't bring he down
He is wonderful in every single way
No one can bring he down today
Ohhhhh....What did I write ....at all 5555 +

....Just....

Just your smileing ( If you not smile to me )
With your small eyes .. that I keep to dreaming of you at night
To be delirious..and miss ...miss you
at since the first time we met
My Heart have hallucinations need to meet you everyday ( but the ture ...IMPOSSIBLE)
Do you know?
Have a little heart ...CARE YOU !!
Sometime I want to walk to you.... to say hello
But I can not do that....( I'm very shy )
Ohhh...I'm very confused
You know why?
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Because you....you're all in my heart !!!
If your heart have not owner
Have not anyone to reserve your mind
I want to be next to you ...
.........Need to see you .......EVERYDAY
just want to send a smileing to you evrytime we meet....that enough
.........Need to see you ........EVERYNIGHT
I'm refuse wake up from the dream that have....................
...................... YOU and I ....................

Unbelievable..." I'M FALLING IN LOVE !! "

What wrong with me?
Why I be like this?
Ask my heart one more time but can't answer anything....Why I miss him again and aging
This is a little feeling in my heart that I never been before !
He's a normally man in the world....
I don't know what make him different?
What make him wonderful to me - ^ O ^ -
Nobody know ...what I'm thinking ?
Nobody know ...about my feeling
Nobody know ...how much the feeling in my heart
....Who will know...We can love someone , who is never do something to u.
Who will know...We can love someone , that we can meet once in a blue moon.
Who will know...We can love someone , the man who is not attention to u .
Ohhhh...that's crazy !!