I don't care ... what they say ??

I accept I don't know everything about him so much
We don't know anything together ....in the personal way
My friends told me...
He not goood .... not good to me
I said...." Sure , how he can good to me...because he don't think anything about me
Don't like I do
...and maybe he don't know about my feeling to him..!!!! "
That sad ....You think?
But I don't care anymore
because Just I can do somethink to him
Just think of him
Just see him sometime
That enough....that enough
All that I write it's not mean " I am heroine "
Or good preson
But I understand and accept
I can't force his mind
Like on one can't control my feeling
So if I want to do something ...I do ...
Because I think ... How much the time I have?
I'm want to do anything I like before I die
Like the time I travel in Finland alone
And deeply hope someday I can go to somewhere alone again.
Not mean I am not sorry for .....Never have the day he will look at me
But I don't care because if I care about that ... nothing better
He sitll look other way like he did 55+
Sometime I want him to know ...what I'm feeling to him
But sometime I don't want to
I'm happy ... if I'm not important in his eyes ( ok, I accept sometime very sad ...and I have tears..ohhh...in fact many time 555 )
But I pleasure to be like this
Like I ever told ....I'm crazy....
I don't care ...How they say about him ?
If he not good for me but doesn't mean I can't love him , right?
Sometime I think ...
Not him....
But Me ...not good enough - - not enough..
I think he is wonderful no matter what they say
Words can't bring he down
He is wonderful in every single way
No one can bring he down today
Ohhhhh....What did I write ....at all 5555 +