Pencil ?!!

I want to discloes my heart.
My feeling inside is bigger everyday.
I'm very to be stuffy...
What should I do?

I keep my every feeling about you inside me so long time
And that heavy right now.

I just only write the word to express my feelings
And now is a memorandum , that is never have anyone else can read.

My this book is thick more everyday.
Like my pencil is short more too
But however I can't write all things inside .

Now I pick the same pencil up for write to supplement.
I know .. never have the day I can tell everything in mind to my HERO
But I just hope - -
My feeling will show everything..!!